1 01:01:10,708 --> 01:01:11,791 I may have gone a bit 2 01:01:11,791 --> 01:01:13,250 further than you asked for. 3 01:01:14,833 --> 01:01:16,916 I just don't want to be unrecognizable. 4 01:01:19,208 --> 01:01:21,208 People remember me a certain way. 5 01:01:24,583 --> 01:01:25,500 Is something wrong? 6 01:01:26,500 --> 01:01:27,291 No. 7 01:01:27,666 --> 01:01:29,791 Just checking if this lens works. 8 01:01:31,333 --> 01:01:32,625 Aren’t you ready yet? 9 01:01:35,666 --> 01:01:36,708 One more thing. 10 01:01:43,708 --> 01:01:44,791 Now we're set. 11 01:01:45,958 --> 01:01:46,833 Comfortable? 12 01:01:47,125 --> 01:01:49,208 As comfortable as you allow me to be. 13 01:01:50,875 --> 01:01:52,958 Let me adjust aperture real quick. 14 01:01:53,958 --> 01:01:55,166 Then we're good to go. 15 01:02:01,666 --> 01:02:02,458 So 16 01:02:02,708 --> 01:02:04,875 how do you feel about the upcoming weeks? 17 01:02:05,208 --> 01:02:07,291 It's all just business, you know. 18 01:02:07,291 --> 01:02:08,708 Even this promo shoot. 19 01:02:10,833 --> 01:02:11,625 It can all be a bit 20 01:02:11,625 --> 01:02:13,500 distracting from the real reason 21 01:02:13,500 --> 01:02:14,833 behind my comeback. 22 01:02:15,791 --> 01:02:17,000 Which is? 23 01:02:18,750 --> 01:02:20,041 I miss the stage. 24 01:02:20,791 --> 01:02:22,458 And the stage has missed you. 25 01:02:24,208 --> 01:02:25,791 People miss you. 26 01:02:26,625 --> 01:02:28,541 Your presence, your grace. 27 01:02:29,166 --> 01:02:30,458 Coming home. 28 01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:39,166 Your necklace. 29 01:02:39,541 --> 01:02:40,750 It's beautiful. 30 01:02:40,750 --> 01:02:41,833 Thank you. 31 01:02:44,333 --> 01:02:45,666 It was a gift. 32 01:02:48,125 --> 01:02:49,750 From family or a friend. 33 01:02:54,000 --> 01:02:55,750 Somebody who used to be both. 34 01:03:02,541 --> 01:03:03,875 What does your family think 35 01:03:03,875 --> 01:03:06,291 about your decision to make a comeback? 36 01:03:08,541 --> 01:03:10,458 How could they understand? 37 01:03:11,416 --> 01:03:12,958 Most people can't. 38 01:03:14,625 --> 01:03:17,083 And since I'm tired of explaining myself 39 01:03:17,083 --> 01:03:17,791 all the time, 40 01:03:17,791 --> 01:03:20,958 I’d rather keep my private life out of it. 41 01:03:20,958 --> 01:03:23,000 I can hardly see how you managed 42 01:03:23,000 --> 01:03:25,750 to keep things separated at your level. 43 01:03:25,750 --> 01:03:28,250 A little mystery goes quite a long way. 44 01:03:36,750 --> 01:03:37,708 What? 45 01:03:38,583 --> 01:03:40,166 Are we not alone? 46 01:03:40,916 --> 01:03:42,666 Is there someone commanding you 47 01:03:42,666 --> 01:03:44,208 to freeze like that? 48 01:03:47,291 --> 01:03:49,458 Good to know you're not holding back. 49 01:03:49,458 --> 01:03:51,666 I know those poses just too well. 50 01:03:52,125 --> 01:03:53,375 And so do you. 51 01:03:54,791 --> 01:03:57,041 This is about a different side of you. 52 01:03:58,875 --> 01:04:00,583 Something closer 53 01:04:00,583 --> 01:04:01,666 to what you've expressed 54 01:04:01,666 --> 01:04:02,958 with your singing. 55 01:04:03,333 --> 01:04:04,875 And what would that be? 56 01:04:05,625 --> 01:04:06,791 Doubt! 57 01:04:14,333 --> 01:04:15,125 Don't. 58 01:04:15,583 --> 01:04:17,500 But you are - Exactly where you want me to be, 59 01:04:17,500 --> 01:04:18,916 isn't that so? 60 01:04:22,625 --> 01:04:23,541 Are you alright? 61 01:04:23,541 --> 01:04:24,375 Is someone commanding you 62 01:04:24,375 --> 01:04:25,833 to freeze like that. 63 01:04:26,833 --> 01:04:29,416 Now, that's what I'm talking about. 64 01:04:30,208 --> 01:04:32,083 I guess we're both full of surprises. 65 01:04:33,166 --> 01:04:35,375 I like to catch people off guard. 66 01:04:35,750 --> 01:04:37,750 Why? Because you can’t get what you want 67 01:04:37,750 --> 01:04:39,375 through a collaborative effort? 68 01:04:41,250 --> 01:04:43,333 I'm curious about one of your statements. 69 01:04:44,291 --> 01:04:46,500 You said something about the difference 70 01:04:46,500 --> 01:04:48,458 between listening to a recording 71 01:04:48,458 --> 01:04:50,166 and really being there. 72 01:04:51,666 --> 01:04:53,875 All right, I'll bite. 73 01:04:54,291 --> 01:04:57,333 You claim that one is inferior to the other. 74 01:04:59,125 --> 01:05:01,958 It takes a lot of pictures to find 75 01:05:01,958 --> 01:05:04,000 the one that captures one's truth. 76 01:05:04,958 --> 01:05:06,916 But it only takes a single performance 77 01:05:06,916 --> 01:05:08,500 to make people care. 78 01:05:09,666 --> 01:05:11,416 But how would future generations 79 01:05:11,416 --> 01:05:13,791 be able to listen to your grand voice? 80 01:05:14,916 --> 01:05:17,291 They would have their own talent on stage 81 01:05:18,041 --> 01:05:19,291 because everything else 82 01:05:19,291 --> 01:05:22,125 is just a fraction of the experience. 83 01:05:22,125 --> 01:05:23,916 The moment a performance is captured 84 01:05:23,916 --> 01:05:25,333 in a recording, 85 01:05:26,083 --> 01:05:27,916 it is already dead. 86 01:05:33,458 --> 01:05:34,958 It was not only my voice 87 01:05:34,958 --> 01:05:36,333 that got me through it all. 88 01:05:39,750 --> 01:05:41,750 I made it on sheer nerves. 89 01:05:46,791 --> 01:05:50,458 As I walked on the stage of La Scala 90 01:05:50,458 --> 01:05:53,666 for the final act of Puccini's Madame Butterfly, 91 01:05:55,583 --> 01:05:58,500 with my heart pounding out of my chest, 92 01:05:59,625 --> 01:06:01,458 exhausted, 93 01:06:07,666 --> 01:06:08,416 not knowing 94 01:06:08,416 --> 01:06:10,041 if I can hold on to the end, 95 01:06:13,875 --> 01:06:17,166 I can feel the eyes of my enemies 96 01:06:17,166 --> 01:06:19,791 waiting for me to fail. 97 01:06:21,833 --> 01:06:24,000 The stage is in complete darkness, 98 01:06:25,375 --> 01:06:26,958 complete silence, 99 01:06:29,791 --> 01:06:32,125 alone, terrified, 100 01:06:33,166 --> 01:06:35,750 like an animal waiting for his execution. 101 01:06:38,291 --> 01:06:39,916 The music starts. 102 01:06:43,333 --> 01:06:44,666 I hold my father's dagger 103 01:06:44,666 --> 01:06:45,583 to die with honor 104 01:06:45,583 --> 01:06:47,375 for I can no longer live with dishonor. 105 01:06:48,125 --> 01:06:49,541 Three years have passed. 106 01:06:49,541 --> 01:06:51,541 I've counted the days and the hours. 107 01:06:51,541 --> 01:06:52,416 But the man I love 108 01:06:52,416 --> 01:06:53,916 has married another woman. 109 01:06:56,166 --> 01:06:57,458 As I see my child's 110 01:06:57,458 --> 01:06:58,791 eyes for the last time 111 01:07:01,708 --> 01:07:02,500 Tu? 112 01:07:03,166 --> 01:07:03,958 Tu? 113 01:07:04,625 --> 01:07:05,458 Tu? 114 01:07:06,583 --> 01:07:12,333 Tu? Piccolo iddio! Amore, amore mio! 115 01:07:13,458 --> 01:07:15,541 Fior di giglio e di rose! 116 01:07:16,166 --> 01:07:17,833 Sleep, my love. 117 01:07:17,833 --> 01:07:20,416 Sleep on my heart. 118 01:07:20,416 --> 01:07:21,958 You are with god 119 01:07:23,916 --> 01:07:25,708 and I'm with sorrow. 120 01:07:27,125 --> 01:07:30,416 On you shine the rays of the golden stars. 121 01:07:33,583 --> 01:07:34,916 Sleep, my child. 122 01:07:36,458 --> 01:07:37,166 Sleep... 123 01:07:59,083 --> 01:08:01,541 People will see truth in these pictures. 124 01:08:04,125 --> 01:08:05,541 I'll make sure they do. 125 01:08:09,666 --> 01:08:10,666 Let's take a break. 126 01:11:46,750 --> 01:11:48,791 Interesting costume. 127 01:11:48,791 --> 01:11:49,875 Why not? 128 01:11:49,875 --> 01:11:51,291 A change of clothes can help 129 01:11:51,291 --> 01:11:52,291 freshen things up. 130 01:11:52,916 --> 01:11:54,875 Not for the one who looks closely. 131 01:11:55,416 --> 01:11:57,125 That's your job to steer 132 01:11:57,125 --> 01:11:58,041 the viewers focus. 133 01:11:58,041 --> 01:12:00,083 I wear my clothes to stand out. 134 01:12:00,083 --> 01:12:01,708 You need to have a look. 135 01:12:01,708 --> 01:12:03,125 That's what people want from me. 136 01:12:03,125 --> 01:12:04,333 That's what they expect of me. 137 01:12:04,958 --> 01:12:07,166 A lot of people had a say in that, didn’t they? 138 01:12:08,500 --> 01:12:09,791 That’s why I want to strip down 139 01:12:09,791 --> 01:12:11,583 everything to its essence. 140 01:12:11,916 --> 01:12:13,500 You mean your essence? 141 01:12:14,375 --> 01:12:15,458 Give it a chance. 142 01:12:15,833 --> 01:12:16,958 See what effect it has. 143 01:12:23,916 --> 01:12:25,583 That package on the desk. 144 01:12:27,166 --> 01:12:28,250 What is it? 145 01:12:29,000 --> 01:12:31,291 A gift from my girlfriend. 146 01:12:32,458 --> 01:12:33,666 Your girlfriend? 147 01:12:34,250 --> 01:12:34,791 Yes. 148 01:12:36,708 --> 01:12:38,333 But I thought you had a husband 149 01:12:38,333 --> 01:12:39,416 and a child. 150 01:12:40,041 --> 01:12:41,375 That picture. 151 01:12:42,166 --> 01:12:43,416 I do have a son. 152 01:12:43,958 --> 01:12:46,000 And thankfully, I never got married. 153 01:12:48,333 --> 01:12:51,166 Oh, no, I'm not against marriage. 154 01:12:51,791 --> 01:12:54,916 It's more about him... us. 155 01:12:57,291 --> 01:12:57,958 And yet you still 156 01:12:57,958 --> 01:12:59,666 keep pictures of him around. 157 01:13:00,958 --> 01:13:02,958 You know, you can kill somebody, 158 01:13:02,958 --> 01:13:04,708 but that won't erase the memory. 159 01:13:07,250 --> 01:13:09,250 I was in a similar situation once. 160 01:13:10,541 --> 01:13:11,541 With Mario? 161 01:13:14,791 --> 01:13:16,291 It's no secret. 162 01:13:16,291 --> 01:13:17,541 Everybody knows. 163 01:13:23,708 --> 01:13:24,833 Nobody knows. 164 01:13:28,625 --> 01:13:29,750 What did he do? 165 01:13:32,458 --> 01:13:34,041 It's not about what he did. 166 01:13:37,208 --> 01:13:39,041 It's about what I allowed to happen. 167 01:13:46,833 --> 01:13:48,916 And now you're with a woman. 168 01:13:49,791 --> 01:13:51,250 She's very encouraging. 169 01:13:51,666 --> 01:13:53,375 Well, isn't that nice? 170 01:13:53,375 --> 01:13:55,125 And yet you're not opening her package. 171 01:13:55,583 --> 01:13:56,083 I will. 172 01:13:57,250 --> 01:13:57,958 When? 173 01:13:57,958 --> 01:13:58,708 Later. 174 01:13:59,250 --> 01:14:00,166 Why not now? 175 01:14:00,166 --> 01:14:01,750 We're not finished yet. 176 01:14:01,750 --> 01:14:02,791 I know. 177 01:14:04,166 --> 01:14:06,541 It's just that it's begging to be opened. 178 01:14:07,958 --> 01:14:09,500 Open me. Open me. 179 01:14:09,833 --> 01:14:11,166 Open me. 180 01:14:21,916 --> 01:14:23,208 Are you into horses? 181 01:14:24,625 --> 01:14:25,458 Yes. 182 01:14:26,083 --> 01:14:28,166 I'm getting back to horse riding. 183 01:14:29,166 --> 01:14:30,166 Back to it. 184 01:14:30,958 --> 01:14:32,500 How long have you not been riding? 185 01:14:33,416 --> 01:14:35,083 Around 15 years. 186 01:14:35,083 --> 01:14:36,416 Such a shame. 187 01:14:37,416 --> 01:14:39,833 My teenage years and early twenties 188 01:14:40,916 --> 01:14:43,500 those were my best years with horses. 189 01:14:45,416 --> 01:14:47,625 Such wonderful creatures, aren’t they? 190 01:14:54,500 --> 01:14:55,500 What's wrong? 191 01:14:56,083 --> 01:14:56,791 Nothing. 192 01:14:58,708 --> 01:15:00,250 I thought you wanted an honest shoot, 193 01:15:00,250 --> 01:15:01,583 down to the essence. 194 01:15:01,583 --> 01:15:03,041 This isn't about me. 195 01:15:03,041 --> 01:15:04,916 Well, I just made it about you. 196 01:15:07,250 --> 01:15:08,666 Horses are always honest. 197 01:15:09,791 --> 01:15:10,916 They don't care who you are 198 01:15:10,916 --> 01:15:11,541 and sense if you are 199 01:15:11,541 --> 01:15:12,833 being truthful with them 200 01:15:13,208 --> 01:15:14,541 And if they trust you, 201 01:15:15,000 --> 01:15:16,750 a whole new world opens up... 202 01:15:21,041 --> 01:15:21,666 Put that away. 203 01:15:21,666 --> 01:15:22,333 I need a break, 204 01:15:24,333 --> 01:15:25,458 Selina. 205 01:15:25,541 --> 01:15:26,958 Just one more. 206 01:15:26,958 --> 01:15:27,958 Selina. I mean it. 207 01:15:27,958 --> 01:15:28,958 Just one more. 208 01:15:28,958 --> 01:15:31,166 Selina... - The film is almost done. 209 01:15:31,583 --> 01:15:33,791 Selina, stop it already! 210 01:15:47,083 --> 01:15:49,000 This is exactly where you want me to be, 211 01:15:49,000 --> 01:15:50,041 isn't it? 212 01:15:50,041 --> 01:15:51,666 No need to get angry. 213 01:15:51,666 --> 01:15:52,916 I'll pay for it. 214 01:15:56,291 --> 01:15:58,041 Can we please continue? 215 01:16:02,625 --> 01:16:03,583 It was an accident. 216 01:16:03,583 --> 01:16:04,708 An accident? 217 01:16:05,500 --> 01:16:07,333 Let's make this part of the process. 218 01:16:07,333 --> 01:16:09,500 We haven't captured heated ones yet. 219 01:16:09,916 --> 01:16:11,333 This is still an assignment. 220 01:16:11,333 --> 01:16:12,083 Really? 221 01:16:12,500 --> 01:16:14,500 So why did you open the package then? 222 01:16:14,500 --> 01:16:15,708 Because I care for you. 223 01:16:16,250 --> 01:16:18,250 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 224 01:16:18,250 --> 01:16:19,250 What makes you think 225 01:16:19,250 --> 01:16:20,916 that you could capture the truth 226 01:16:20,916 --> 01:16:23,250 if you yourself are not being truthful? 227 01:16:25,541 --> 01:16:27,041 I believe in the possibility 228 01:16:27,041 --> 01:16:28,708 of capturing the moment, 229 01:16:29,166 --> 01:16:29,750 sharing it, 230 01:16:29,750 --> 01:16:31,958 saving it for generations to come. 231 01:16:32,583 --> 01:16:33,958 I do so because it is where 232 01:16:33,958 --> 01:16:35,291 I come from. 233 01:16:37,750 --> 01:16:39,375 I was never on display 234 01:16:40,208 --> 01:16:41,833 because I wasn't welcome. 235 01:16:44,416 --> 01:16:46,541 I'm fascinated 236 01:16:46,541 --> 01:16:49,416 by your life, your stories, 237 01:16:50,583 --> 01:16:51,541 your fame. 238 01:16:54,208 --> 01:16:56,083 So I observe 239 01:16:56,583 --> 01:16:59,583 with every fiber of my being. 240 01:17:01,416 --> 01:17:02,583 I don't want to miss out 241 01:17:02,583 --> 01:17:04,541 on a single thing you do. 242 01:17:06,125 --> 01:17:07,291 Every look, 243 01:17:08,041 --> 01:17:09,500 every gesture, 244 01:17:10,416 --> 01:17:12,250 every word of wisdom 245 01:17:12,250 --> 01:17:14,250 big or small. 246 01:17:15,416 --> 01:17:17,291 I'm here to filter it, 247 01:17:18,375 --> 01:17:19,416 to fish it out 248 01:17:19,416 --> 01:17:22,083 of an ocean of impressions. 249 01:17:25,916 --> 01:17:26,666 My sense 250 01:17:26,666 --> 01:17:29,083 for the special behind a person 251 01:17:30,208 --> 01:17:32,875 lets me reveal your purest self. 252 01:17:38,000 --> 01:17:39,500 I'm your biggest fan, 253 01:17:41,291 --> 01:17:44,000 and I'm here to help you. 254 01:17:47,833 --> 01:17:49,708 You have to trust me. 255 01:17:52,208 --> 01:17:53,833 I know how you feel. 256 01:17:55,916 --> 01:17:58,208 You and I 257 01:17:59,041 --> 01:18:01,583 are perfect for each other. 258 01:18:05,500 --> 01:18:07,375 You’re in everyones mind. 259 01:18:09,375 --> 01:18:10,708 You’re in my mind. 260 01:18:13,458 --> 01:18:15,416 Doesn’t that just say 261 01:18:15,458 --> 01:18:18,666 how much influence you have? 262 01:18:24,791 --> 01:18:26,833 And you think that’s so desirable? 263 01:18:27,250 --> 01:18:28,375 You set the bar. 264 01:18:29,750 --> 01:18:31,875 Your music, your stories, 265 01:18:32,791 --> 01:18:33,958 your presence. 266 01:18:36,375 --> 01:18:37,333 You're the reason to 267 01:18:37,333 --> 01:18:39,250 capture a performance. 268 01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:43,916 Nothing is as real 269 01:18:43,916 --> 01:18:45,291 as the moment lived in. 270 01:18:45,791 --> 01:18:46,541 Is it? 271 01:18:48,291 --> 01:18:50,250 Yet so many people want to have 272 01:18:50,250 --> 01:18:51,208 what you have. 273 01:18:52,041 --> 01:18:53,250 Want to be 274 01:18:53,708 --> 01:18:54,375 you. 275 01:18:55,875 --> 01:18:57,791 You have no idea what you're talking about - 276 01:18:57,791 --> 01:18:59,625 People will delight in your soul 277 01:18:59,625 --> 01:19:01,416 long after you've gone. 278 01:19:01,833 --> 01:19:04,166 Because your records make you immortal. 279 01:19:05,875 --> 01:19:07,416 I'm no ones offering. 280 01:19:07,833 --> 01:19:08,583 No? 281 01:19:09,291 --> 01:19:10,125 So what are you? 282 01:19:13,416 --> 01:19:15,458 Do you only let people in on stage? 283 01:19:17,291 --> 01:19:19,083 You only reveal 284 01:19:19,083 --> 01:19:20,666 through the filter of a role. 285 01:19:23,375 --> 01:19:26,541 So I wonder how the ones you care for 286 01:19:26,541 --> 01:19:27,916 can ever truly depend 287 01:19:27,916 --> 01:19:29,583 on what you're giving. 288 01:19:29,583 --> 01:19:30,791 This is not what we agreed on - 289 01:19:30,791 --> 01:19:32,500 Can ever really rely on 290 01:19:32,500 --> 01:19:33,875 those precious moments 291 01:19:33,875 --> 01:19:36,250 you so extensively loved to talk about. 292 01:19:36,708 --> 01:19:39,583 Like a moment of surprise, 293 01:19:40,333 --> 01:19:41,833 a cathartic moment 294 01:19:41,833 --> 01:19:44,166 your artistic perfectionism yearns for. 295 01:19:44,375 --> 01:19:45,666 Shut up! 296 01:19:45,666 --> 01:19:47,708 A moment of ownership. 297 01:19:50,750 --> 01:19:52,791 Stop being afraid, Sophia. 298 01:19:54,000 --> 01:19:56,333 You have so much to give. 299 01:19:57,916 --> 01:20:00,791 Even when you’re simply yourself, 300 01:20:01,208 --> 01:20:02,291 right here, 301 01:20:02,916 --> 01:20:03,833 right now, 302 01:20:04,375 --> 01:20:05,541 with me. 303 01:20:06,583 --> 01:20:07,666 Enough. 304 01:20:08,416 --> 01:20:11,041 You really want to share everything? 305 01:20:11,916 --> 01:20:13,625 Here you go. 306 01:20:13,625 --> 01:20:15,333 This is how it feels. 307 01:20:15,541 --> 01:20:16,666 This is what they do, 308 01:20:17,166 --> 01:20:18,416 every time. 309 01:20:18,666 --> 01:20:19,916 This is what you do. 310 01:20:21,041 --> 01:20:22,958 Please, stop. 311 01:20:24,041 --> 01:20:25,416 No one ever does. 312 01:20:26,583 --> 01:20:29,416 Everybody shares everything. 313 01:20:30,000 --> 01:20:33,958 No one can be heard, or seen, or felt. 314 01:20:36,333 --> 01:20:40,416 It's all noise these days.