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"There is so much hurt in this game of 
searching for a mate, of testing, trying.

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And you realize suddenly that you forgot it was a game,
and turn away in tears”. Sylvia Plath

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"Boyfriends no! Friends". Mom.

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What do Sylvia Plath, Susan Sontag, Lisa Simpson, Lizzie McGuire 

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and Miki from the Marmalade Boy have in common? 

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They all wrote in a diary.

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I've been back for a visit. 

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I grew up here until I was 15 years old and 
my mother and brother still live here. 

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Coming back is always opening a trunk of memories 

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(although many of them were thrown away by my mother).

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This was what I read:

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Since there's a girls' school near her school...

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Will he have found another more 
beautiful girlfriend?

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With this teddy I masturbated for the first time.

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This was what I listened.

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And this was what I wrote.

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This is Raquel's 
NOT SO secret diary

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“March 12, 2004.

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I didn't know there were so many girls in love with Pablo, haha. 

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I only knew that Tamara and Ainhoa were in love with him, 

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but one day I discovered that Patri were in love with him.

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And today, at school, I discovered that
Adriana and Marta were also in love with him. 

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I mean, there are 5 girls in love with Pablo!

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It's very heavy. 

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Pablo seems handsome to me but not for me to like him

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and of course I don't like him.

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See you soon, diary.

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Me and Isi, my lovely brother.

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"June 9, 2004

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Hello Raquel! How are you? 

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I hope you don't mind I write in the diary".

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Wait, wait... 

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Wait a minute.

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Isi: You will have to pay me.
Raquel: Stupid.

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Isi: You will have to pay me 100 € for the participation.

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"Hello Raquel! How are you? 

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I hope you don't mind I write in your diary.

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I wanted to take mine but I was wrong and took this one!

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Well, I see that you say that you don't like your Arturo or Samuel, right? 

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Tomorrow, when I take the computer to the store,

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I will see if I can buy the Minami (a magazine). 

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The second volume of 'Tokyo Juliet' has already come out,

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but I don't think I'm going to buy it.

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Well, I stop writing now.

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You will tell me what grades you got in the exams.

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Ciao!"

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"Isi, that you know that I kill you".

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My brother had a lot of influence on my childhood. 

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I grew up with his tastes: 

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manga, anime, Britney Spears, Buffy the Vampire Slayer... 

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We even had the same diary. 

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Although that does not justify that he had permission to invade mine.

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My parents met working in a hotel. 

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She's Hortensia. 

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She is from La Mancha.

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He is Isicio.

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Andalusian.

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Both left their families behind as teenagers

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to find work in the Benidorm hospitality industry. 

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They met and formed my family. 

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I am the youngest of two brothers. 

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My mother always told me that I was not wanted,

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that my brother was enough. 

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Also that she decided to name me with the same name of a perfum.

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Maybe I invented this memory.

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"September 26, 2004

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In the afternoon I went with my mom and grandparents 

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for a walk along the beach to Las Gaviotas restaurant. 

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Before the restaurant my mother has gone to church. 

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The grandparents and I do not.

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Mom has started to get a wound because of the new shoes.

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When we came back Isi was there, 

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he came from being with dad in 

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Playas de Orihuela working at the hotel.

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He returned the 95 € he owed me

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'He stoled it from my first communion money'.

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I'm glad he came.

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See you tomorrow, dear diary”.

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Ceremony date: December 10, 1983

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“September 26, 2004. 

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Hello again, diary. 

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NEWS: 
Pili, who goes to la Zenia on weekends, 

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she is dad's girlfriend. 

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They are lying to me and I don't like that".

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“October 2, 2004. 

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Hello, diary. 

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Actually today would be day three,

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but I am writing as if it were yesterday to tell what happened to me.

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I saw cartoons on TV and in the afternoon we went to Zara. 

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Mom bought a jacket for her and tights for me. 

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I got angry because I couldn't buy anything. 

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We went to the cheap store 

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and I bought some earrings in the shape of stars with glitter.

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I saw my best friend Raquel,

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who went to see the Moors and Christians, but we went home.

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I put on my pajamas and Isi asked mom 

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why she was bitter and she said it was because I insulted her.

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Oh, I felt very bad and I wanted to apologize to her, 

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but she told me to shut up”.

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The house is even quieter without her. 

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Although even when she was there she already was, 

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because she kept her words to herself. 

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If she didn't speak for a long time, 

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the silence was broken, usually with insane ideas.

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My mother's mind has been gradually getting worse
since she separated from my father.

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“FOR ARTHUR

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You are like a sunbeam fallen from the universe to Earth.

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You are like an arrow of love stuck in my heart.

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You are like a perfumed rose approaching me.

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You are like my life,
that I can never separate from you”.

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"November 30, 2016

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And I get excited, and I'm dying to meet him and fuck, 

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because the last time we saw each other

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he turned me on a lot and I still remember that day and I get horny".

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"December 23, 2016.

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I smell rotten again.

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I have a wound on the inside of my right lip. 

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Last night it bled suddenly and I freaked out.

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It is the mark that Rubén left me, 

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on the third date, 

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at his house. 

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I like him even though he didn't cum, 

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despite being hurt. 

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But when I saw it last night I felt mutilated by him.

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When I suddenly stop thinking about something 

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I remember my wound on my inner lip and I get chills, 

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as if I had a deformation typical of a Cronenberg movie”.

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“December 29, 2004.

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"Hello, diary. 

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On the afternoon of the 27th I went to the movies with Dad 

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to see 'Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events'. 

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Now I have the whim that I like Liam Aiken. 

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I like Liam Aiken but later 

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I will cross out this sentence because I will not like him".

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“January 23, 2005

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I've had a crush on Liam Aiken for almost a month. 

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He is very very handsome, 

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I sent him a letter. 

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I'm sure he won't answer me because 

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he has many more letters coming to him".

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This letter is from a year later. 

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When I saw 'The Chronicles of Narnia' I fell in love with another actor, 

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Skandar Keyes, 

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and then I did receive an answer.

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With much love for the person I love most in my life, ISICIO. 
Signed, Hortensia

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My mother sent these photos to my father while he was in the military. 

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I see myself reflected in it when 

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I find photos that I took of myself, 

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although in this case, the recipient was myself. 

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I also feel reflected in her when 

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I find love letters that I used to receive. 

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These belong to my second romantic relationship, 

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a painful relationship of dependency and manipulation. 

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It is strange but revealing to see

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that sudden surrender to someone in just a few months, 

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clearly reflected in the headers and goodbyes of his letters.

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After my father's infidelity, 

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mom took on the role of a suffering mother. 

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She was closing in on herself and I, 

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in full preadolescence, 

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I felt very distanced from her. 

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She ended up carrying the weight of someone else's sin 

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and sacrificed her happiness as if it were a religious prophecy. 

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Somehow I learned this behavior and reflected it in my relationships.

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"June 4, 2017.

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Is every thing I'm wrong about putting the relationship at risk?

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Starting a while ago I collapse at every mistake.

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He calls me dramatic, 

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but he is too. 

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Not only the error in the bus schedule, 

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now I have done wrong in not telling him 

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that he has to come back next week to sign his payroll. 

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Is that why I'm responsible for everything?

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Am I to blame for everything?

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He exaggerates too much, 

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I feel like he makes me guilty of everything.

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That's not fair. 

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That's how a fucking job he got thanks to me works. 

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I don't feel like doing anything, 

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it's hard for me to hope for anything. 

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Even he does not tell me,

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I feel like he thinks I'm worthless".

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Yes,

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this boy is the same as the one of the letters.

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Everything bad was my responsibility 

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and everything good was his merit. 

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He made me doubt about myself, 

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among many other things. 

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It took me a while to realize that he abused me psychologically.

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To top it off, he wrote invasive notes in my books. 

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Around the time I started my next relationship, 

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I realized that there were very similar patterns between couples.

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"Thursday, April 2, 2020

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I think that it was very clear for my part,

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from the beginning

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how unfunny it was for me that he constantly criticized 

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every movie or series I put on TV,

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without even knowing what it was about. 

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It tires me that he underestimates my tastes in this way, 

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it tires me that he underestimates the things that characterize me, 

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it tires me that he underestimates my fragility, 

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whose contempt makes my fragility increase.

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I feel less myself 

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and more another person who is gradually

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submitting to the tastes and comforts of another person".

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I'm in Benidorm,

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it is March 2022,

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my mother has recently been admitted to the hospital, 

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they say it is schizophrenia, 

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it makes sense, 

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my brother has suffered from it since he was 16. 

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Today Isi and I have gone down to the promenade 

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and we have taken this photo for her. 

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I'd like to print it out and take it to the hospital.

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“June 2, 2005

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I have a secret, 

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but I'm afraid to write it here and then my brother will read it, 

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so I'm not going to write it, 

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although I'll try.

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Speaking of boys, 

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since now, I have fallen in love with many boys. 

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Less than twenty, but more than ten.

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You know that I am 11 to 12 years old".

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“June 4, 2005.

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I am writing now while my brother sleeps 

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so he doesn't know what I am writing.

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The secret is that… 

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I like Luis Alberto and I don't want to admit it”.

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“Monday, September 17, 2018.

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I read this diary laughing, 

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feeling ashamed, 

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it's as if it were a teenage diary and, in the end, 

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actually end up writing about sentimental conflicts. 

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Men. 

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Buuuuuuuuu”

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I AM WHAT MATTER, NONE OF THESE STUPID MEN QUOTED HERE 
IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MYSELF

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But one is bigger than the other, right?

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This is bigger.

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Yes, the same.

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I have a larger one on this foot.

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Look.

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Just like grandpa.

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the grandfather had.

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Grandma didn't.

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Yes, this is the one I have the largest.

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The same as you.

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Grandpa had too.

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Did he also have?

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On this foot?

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In both.

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My mother inherited her father's bunions

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and her mother's shy nipples.

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I have inherited both things from her.

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Do you go for a walk?

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It's today. Not yesterday.

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Today it's time and tomorrow at home.

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Every other day.

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To the sea.

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But the pill must be taken every night, 

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not every other day.

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Do you know, mom?

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Well...

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April 2022.

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My mother left the hospital after two weeks, 

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I didn't have time to give her our photo,

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but I was able to give it to my brother.

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He had a relapse,

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but soon returned home.

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My mother's return home came with a lot of pressure and a lot of stress,

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since we were afraid that she was not fully aware 

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that she had to take medication for life.

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I guess, as you get older,

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it's even harder to stop making the same mistakes.

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Meanwhile,

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Little by little I am learning not to repeat them.

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Juny 2022.

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My brother tells me that mom has been taking her medication
for several nights. 

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It is a very great joy,

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so much so that it makes me feel some hope. 

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We have gone down to the beach,

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I have tried to take a photo of them,

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this has come out.

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By the way,

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in the end I took literally my mother's phrase,

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“not boyfriends, friends”,

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and I fell in love with my best friend.

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This is Raquel's secret diary.

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It's over now, so... 

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You don't have anything else to read!

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This is Raquel's notso secret diary